esse quam vederi*

and one for shaun my best friend in grade two, he lives some where near here
one for stella
one for jo-anne who would be my first love if i knew thats what i was feeling
and three for guy and tony and joe

and one for mike
one for erin, who was my hero for so long
one for jen , delegated to "my jen" because they were so plentiful
one for kathleen
one for lisa who was "the love"
three for willie and jay and hansel
one for niki
and martin
and bryce sooo add two more

one for degan
and nathan
and paul
mellissa
jesse
and another jenwho needed to be kissed more
four more to the score
then one for chris


one for nick
one for anna
and mark gets one too
and karen would be surprised to get one

this list seems long but not long enough

mike and sara thats two
the janets are two more
rob gets one but it's short
and Krys gets one as well

three for rick
one for teresa
then one huge one for dan and daniel ryan paul little dan julio and his boys kelly cee jd butterflyman superfan craig dean justin ruben ash jimbo....
one for mike
one for jake
and sylivie
and leah
and mj
and curtis
and john
and marcus add 8
and one for the edge not just for comic relief
one for angie but it's angry
a sad one for jjess
one for misty but filled with dance
and two for ryan and amber
one for the dj's
one for tha bastard john
one for the monkeys

tonight i'd save the last one for ...

i'd give a day off my life for my friends , and all of them are worth ten times that

i know gentle reader .. i seem sad or angry in what i write...
know this though, i am well..
thanks


*to be rather than to seem